An honest post ❤️

I'm keeping it real with my journey.

I had a mental breakdown this Christmas.

And for a few specific people, got exactly what they wanted. One of the hardest years of my life really took its toll and I couldn't hold it together anymore. My own traumas all coming up at once, but also being hounded online, threatened by people from my witchcraft past that won't relent, being accused of being a fake Christian for no reason. Ontop of trying to navigate my two girls likely having additional needs.

Quite frankly, I've had enough of minding my business and just being attacked day in day out. Its one thing causing your own dramas, but for once in my life I try to be peaceful and it still doesn't stop. I will no longer just be ignoring it as it almost pushed me over the edge. It took over a week for me to come back to normality and I really learned who was there for me, and who was there to benefit from me.

Having to not fight back, not take revenge, not go and deal with things and end it once and for all had been beyond hard. Waiting on God to stop the attacks while I just do nothing, and it doesn't. I'm a tough cookie, I'm not on here to be perfect or be liked but it's just gets ridiculous.

I got spiritually attacked bad, to a point I was held down by something in my sleep and couldn't breathe. I had to jump up shouting for Jesus.

Following Christ isn't for the weak. Its actually the hardest thing I've ever done. And I'd be lying if I said I wasn't just fighting for my life.

Thank you all for your support and patience.

God bless all ❤️