EVALUATE WHO IS AROUND YOU, AND WHAT THEIR MOTIVES ARE!
If you continue to encourage someone's behaviour who you know is destroying their own life, you're not a friend you're a straight up enemy. Read it and weep.
People who love you want the best for you, even if it doesn't serve them.
They're not your friends or supporters, they're keeping you stuck in the same hell they're in because it validates them, or they gain from your destruction in some way.
Wake up people. Sometimes you're not depressed, you're surrounded by people wishing on your downfall!
That's a eye opener especially when these people are family members who are so lost and in self destruct mode that they are projecting that all on to u . Their hate and their negative energy is thrust at u every day. I trust the Lord is with me and I trust he is my shield but dammmmn its alot . When ur trying to help them out of the pit they are in and they are trying to pull u in with them bcus they aren't happy in their lives it's hard . Xx